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So, hey, I know I haven't updated my journal in ages, and as I type this there's probably a quiz thingy there, but I just haven't had anything to say.
The last two weeks on the other hand, have been amazing!
I suppose I should cut to the chase here: I found me a boyfriend.
I didn't have any friends at uni at all, but two weeks ago 'he' talked to me, and we pretty much hit it off straight away. So, I've been dating him for a week and loving every minute.
I'm not sure what that means in terms of my poetry or writing yet, I may struggle to write about it for some time, it may trigger me to write more romantic prose, I'm not sure, but I'm loving life right now!
Thanks for reading my rambling.
The last two weeks on the other hand, have been amazing!
I suppose I should cut to the chase here: I found me a boyfriend.
I didn't have any friends at uni at all, but two weeks ago 'he' talked to me, and we pretty much hit it off straight away. So, I've been dating him for a week and loving every minute.
I'm not sure what that means in terms of my poetry or writing yet, I may struggle to write about it for some time, it may trigger me to write more romantic prose, I'm not sure, but I'm loving life right now!
Thanks for reading my rambling.
Medical Update
I didn't mention any of this earlier, but now's as good a time as any I guess.
In February I began experiencing unusual abdominal pains, so I went to the doctors to investigate them, and after three months and two sets of ultrasounds, they discovered a cyst on my left ovary, a rather large one at that, and referred me to a gynaecologist.
So my first gynaecology appointment was at the end of April, and by mid May they opted for surgery. The cyst was suspected to be a result of Endometriosis, and was as big as a standard soda can in May.
the doctors suspected that the cyst may have caused too much damage to my ovary to be able to separate it
'I'm a horrible person'
You have...
[ ] smoked
[x] consumed alcohol
[x] slept in the same bed with someone of the opposite sex
[x] slept in the same bed with someone of the same sex
[x] kissed someone of the same sex
[x] kissed someone of the opposite sex
[x] had someone in your room other than family
[x] watched porn
[ ] bought porn
[ ] tried drugs
TOTAL: 7
[x] taken painkillers
[x] taken someone else's prescription medicine (only when my prescribed pain stuff isn’t strong enough)
[x] lied to your parents
[x] lied to a friend (probably)
[ ] sneaked out of the house
[/] done something illegal
[x] felt hurt
[x] hurt someone (not intenti
Poetry Reading
So, uh, I did a thing the other night. I made the effort to go to a poetry open mic night. the night before, I rummaged through my old poetry and found a piece I had to continue, and in fifteen minutes, that 2014 poem of philosophical/existential angst had been changed into something empowering and deeply emotional. I will post the full poem (both parts in one deviation) so you can see what I mean.
But to get to the point, I performed that poem with power and confidence to a room of 30 people, and I loved it. I loved the thrill! This is the sort of fun that becomes addictive.
Mid-youth-crisis?
I've reached a point in my teenage/young adult life, where I’m wanting to do all the things people do when they've just reached legal age. Often at age 18 people have a lot of high school friends they go out drinking with for their first time or parties to go to, just those common things, and I feel robbed because I never did that.
In my last few years of high school I didn’t have many friends, and those I had weren’t my age. All my friends (except the odd couple) are a couple years older or 2-3 years younger. So, I never got to do the thing where your group of friends reach legal age and have a night out to celebrate, or
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Happy for you both. Love is an amazing roller coaster of adventure. Wishing you both the best.